Guys always have a reason to want to talk to you, like he wanted to talk to me at first because I "had a nice butt" then because I "knew how to have a good conversation" then it was because he just wanted to fuck you". Like fucking great dude I just wanted to be friends and see where things went and look at where we ended up. I ended up fucked over and for you it was like I never even existed.
Disappointing my parents has to be the most awful feeling there is, its like I change who I am for a while and once somebody comes into my life and I want to fit in with them, I change my whole life for them, and its wrong of me, yes I know, how awful of me to do that, to let them down like that
I never wanted to have sex, not with you anyways..I shouldn't have give in. All this happened because I wanted you to like me.
How naive of me |